I am going stir crazy trying to just count down the days to Aug 14. Maria how did you do it! I am so excited I am ready to pack up right now!

WOW Team Vampire is totally taking over the forum and I love it! I looked on today and saw that our new member has posted in pretty much every section which made me laugh.
Now as for me....hello all! I am currently counting down the few days left before I get to see my monkey man. I just got through shopping for the trip and let me tell you that I am STOKED! Meeting Kellan is a dream come true and meeting Ashley, Jackson and others is the icing on the cake. I will be sure to take tons of pictures to remember the event. I hope everyone is healthy and happy!

I'll get to meet Jackson on Friday which is amazing! Then Saturday and Sunday I will be all about Kellan....even though others will be there lol. Friday Billy will be there as well and then Saturday Michael Welch will be there. Ashley will be there the same days as Kellan so Saturday and Sunday. I cant wait but of course Kellan is the one I would burn three days for lol.

LMAO I will totally tell him that Kenzie said you need to hurry up and get back to her so you can plan the wedding lol.

I'm back YO! lol Hope everyone is well.

Okay I just got some crushing news that is pretty much ruining my mood. I just got this email from the company holding the Twilight Convention I am going to this Friday......

Due to rehearsals for the upcoming 3rd film ECLIPSE we have several guest changes for the convention. While guest changes and replacements are never easy for us or our attendees we do think that we have put together a wonderful line-up of Twilight celebrities and we promise a great time for all. As you can see from our updated site below we now have SEVEN great guests, two more than originally booked. We want to thank all the stars who signed up literally at the last minute and we hope to have the guests that had to cancel back in Phoenix at our next Twilight Convention which will be June 18-20, 2010. We are sorry for the inconvenience to our patrons but the making of the movies must come first for our guests.

Ashley, Jackson and Billy Burke all cancelled at the last minute. Kellan can only come Sunday but is working around his schedule to make sure he can come to the convention on Sunday. I am really crushed that I wont be able to see Jackson and Ashley. I am happy I can at least see Kellan who is really who I wanted to see but wow talk about a letdown. Now they have Catherine Hardwick and the characters that play Paul, Laurent, Billy Black, Mike, Eric and still Kellan but I am still stunned. I knew that they had rehearsals and stuff but I figured they already had it worked out beforehand about their schedule. I know I will make the most of it but you know what it is like to have your hopes set on something and it turn out differently....sighs. Oh well I will just have to meet Jackson and Ashley at different times but I will say this. If in the next few days, Kellan cancels I will definitely cry.

Thanks Karen and that is the perfect way to put it....gutted. One change is alright but three changes in a matter of days before the convention? Its just cruel lol you feel that sense of getting your hopes up. Hell just yesterday afternoon I was talking about how exciting it would be to see Jackson on Friday and then have Ashley and Kellan be there Saturday and Sunday. When things change it just isnt as good as the original.
Im sorry but I am not just in love with meeting Catherine and Gil. I can get a little fangirl over Justin, Edi and maybe Alex since he is cute but we all know I am not a fan of the wolf pack so meeting these new people compared to meeting Billy, Ashley and Jackson.....not very appealing for me.
Out of the original six they had lined up only two will still appear and for less time at that. Peter was signed on at one point but pulled out months ago so you had time to deal with it and get over it but with it being days before the event.....damn. That's all I can really say. I know it happens but it doesnt make me feel any better. I am sure it doesnt make any of the attendees who love Jackson and Ashley the way I love Kellan feel any better either.
No matter what I will make the most of it but you know how it is when you get gutted. It takes times to recover from the blow and with it only being days before the convention it is like salt in the wound. You kind of put your guard down when you only have like three days before the convention because you figure things are settled. Like Jackson changed his day from Sunday to Friday a couple of weeks ago because of his schedule. So I was relieved at the time because I figured ok good they looked at the schedule and now everything is set....totally wrong. I just need to vent and then get over it but always easier said than done when it comes to being deflated and disappointed.

sorry to hear bout that